bird of passage

decoding myself

Thursday, February 04, 2010

Queen Bandit - February 14 2006 - February 3 2010

Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation. ~ Khalil Gibran

In loving memory of our Bandit who we love so much. Bandit will be greatly missed and be in our hearts forever.

You came to us that night and you have changed our lives ever since. You brought joy and happiness and lifted the gloom out of our household. You were the majestic queen that roamed our home and now you have left us with emptiness in our heart. A hole that cannot be filled by anyone else.

You greet me in the morning before I leave for work and you greet me again when I come back home. Now I will miss all the meetings we have. I was amazed by your intelligence, I was inspired by your bravery but now I am in the depths of despair by your loss.

Fuzzy is still looking for you. He has not realized that you are gone. He keeps looking at the last place he saw you covered with blood. We all cannot forget that night. The night when He decided you bring you back.

You have left us too soon. From Him you came, to Him you’ve returned. We hope one day we will all be united in His garden.


BJ, 1:53 PM | link |

Friday, October 12, 2007


In her words

You are probably the better person,
but he is probably my best friend and soulmate

I can't fight that!


BJ, 10:53 PM | link |

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Elvis has left the building

I think I am losing a friend
It's my fault, I've been an idiot
I guess we'll never talk after this
We're probably never even friends

But I want you to know I'll be there
Through the thick and thin
I wish things did not go this way
I like the way things used to be

Even though we'll never talk again
Or just hang around
I just want you to know
I'll always be here to pick you up when you're down
Even though we're no longer friends

You can always come to me
I have a shoulder you can cry on,
A soul on which you can lean on
Remember me next time you cry
I'm here
To be with you


BJ, 4:05 PM | link |

Tea for two

It hurts me now endlessly just to see you
I didn't realize just how much you made me burn
But it hurts me even more to see you with someone else

It hurts me endlessly too just the thought of not seeing you
I didn't realize just how much my heart aches within from missing you
But it hurts me even more to see you with someone else

Why do I worry so much about this one?
She made me feel again, something I lost long time ago

I'm with you in the shadows
Delighted to share tea for two


BJ, 2:39 AM | link |

Sunday, October 07, 2007

Sweet Vitriol

Life is funny sometimes

Boy meets Girl

Boy likes Girl

Girl maybe likes Boy too

But Girl is already in a relationship

And Girl wants to see Boy too

Boy is like "what the hell?"

One song in Boys mind, Ben Harper's Walk Away


BJ, 6:21 PM | link |

Sunday, September 30, 2007


Doesn’t always know
How much I see it’s in her eyes

Doesn’t always realize
How much it means to muse on her face

Doesn’t always know
How much she makes me crazy, in ways I never thought possible


BJ, 11:07 PM | link |

Monday, September 24, 2007

Every little thing

I have this stupid crush for this girl. She is the infatuation of my life now, dazed or not. She makes me go wild by her slightest gestures. I am in this excruciating agony just because of her. It's so disruptive. I know it's a disaster to even think of following this path.

Three songs keep playing in my mind; The Police's Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic, George Harrison's Got My Mind Set on You and Elton John's I Want Love.

I seriously need to get her out of my system.


BJ, 2:06 PM | link |

Thursday, September 13, 2007


Apparantly this is who I am:

Click to view my Personality Profile page

INTPs are logical, individualistic, reserved, and very curious individuals. They focus on ideas, theories and the explanation of how things work. They are especially adept at discussions and debate. They have the ability to focus intently on a subject. They appreciate and respect intelligence in others.

"INTPs are relatively easy-going and amenable to most anything until their principles are violated, about which they may become outspoken and inflexible. They prefer to return, however, to a reserved albeit benign ambiance, not wishing to make spectacles of themselves."
- INTP Profile (TypeLogic)

"The INTP is above all a thinker and his inner (private) world is a place governed by a strong sense of logical structure. Every experience is to be rigorously analysed, the task of the INTP's mind is to fit each encountered idea or experience into a larger structure defined by logic."
- An INTP Profile (

"INTPs live in the world of theoretical possibilities. They see everything in terms of how it could be improved, or what it could be turned into. They live primarily inside their own minds, having the ability to analyze difficult problems, identify patterns, and come up with logical explanations. They seek clarity in everything, and are therefore driven to build knowledge. They are the "absent-minded professors", who highly value intelligence and the ability to apply logic to theories to find solutions."
- Portrait of an INTP (The Personality Page)

"likes solitude, not revealing, unemotional, rule breaker, avoidant, familiar with the darkside, skeptical, acts without consulting others"
- Jung Type Descriptions (INTP) (

OK, that's scary!


BJ, 12:29 PM | link |